hehe.. my page spoilt.. haha.. i free then go change skin one day..

Sigh.. tmr is results day.. Wasn't feeling any sense of panick nor nervousness until today.. haaha... i do hav a weak sense of preparedness.. i dun like to think ahead too much.. hmm.. maybe i am affected by those arnd me, sometimes i started to feel tiny bits of panic poking at me, with black butterflies flying in my stomachy at times... but it is quite rare la... think i will be more panicked when i reached sch tmr, but within a few mins, i will be getting my results.. hehe... so the feeling wont last for long la..

ppl always think i am conifdent tt's y i dun feel panicked nor scared.. actually i juz dun feel the need to be feeling that way.. those feelings only comes when u keep thinking abt it, juz dun think abt it la.. keep ur calm and cool:D

If i do badly(TOUCH WOOD x1000), maybe i'll go back to my workpace, it is abt 24 storey high.. can jump there...

kk... juz jking.. cross ya fingers everyone, and hope for the best!!

Sigh.. started working officially.. so exciting cos i am working at the reception and can get to know see types of ppl.. from those very nice and humorous ones to those very scary and agitated ones.. It's a good experience...

hehe.. gonna update abt my new job!!!

I am no longer working at warehouse.. now working at IRAS, Inland Revenue Authority of Singapore.. gg to be working as frontdesk, aiding taxpayers to efile...

Sigh.. now undergoing training... feels like gg to school AGAIN!! have the lecture notes and listening to lectures... except tt the lectures lasted a whole day, non stop.. keep trying to keep myself awake everyday...

Today i fell asleep.. dunno the guy got see me anot.. but val says i sleep very skillfully one.. so i hope not.. but i am sitting like right at the front.. dunno my acting can cover up anot..

Siling and Pauline doing the job with me.. well, they keep complain abt the study part.. i think the study part is ok la.. like wad jy says, i am paid to study, quite a good deal.. but things gonna become more stress when i gonna face taxpayers..

Oh ya! we always have tests, written or oral tests to see how much we understand etc.. so scary.. somemore is learn on the spot then straight away test... wah!!!

now working 5.5 days.. so tiring lor.. sigh... too bad la.. gonna hang on for the good pay.. but i hate CPF.. my last job dun hav CPF.. and i can get my full income lor.. nw 20% of my income suddenly gone.. the govt should make CPF elective for employees who are under the age of 21 lor.. sigh..

pls consider my proposal..

Anyway tmr gg ntu open hse.. sigh.. i still dunno wad i wanna study!!

so pissed... was reading an online novel.. then suddenly my com cannot access.. I think the novel is quite good la.. but quite clinche..

can go here if u r interested to read it..
www.goodybooks.com

but there is no ending one.. u must go buy the book.. i still comtemplating whether i should buy or not..

Hmm.. i wanna be an online writer too!!

Help me do a survey...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=khai+chee

hehe... i missed everyone so much!!

PPl who i missed:
yuying, val, caren, wanx, farah, JIEYI, pauline, siling, ying mei, yin yin, jia jun, YIHUI, BEK, shuk, jiemin, HUIXIAN, GANJIE etc... Oh ya.. and AMY!~! those i wrote in CAPS are the ones i haven' seen for quite some time... sigh...

Well everyone, I HAVE FINALLY CHANGED MY JOB!! haha... after listening to me nagging since dec, i hav finally done it... Pauline and Siling will be also working along side with me.. so quite happy.. a pity tt jy cannot come along.. I'll be doing frontdesk job at IRAS.. none ofany of ur concern, cos non of us pay taxes(well, i dun include GST or airport taxes here mind u), only our parents did... That is quite a happy thing since i have found a proper job, and hav my fren working with me... HOWEVER, the job starts tmr!!! well, initially it starts on fri, which means i have wed and thu to enjoy b4 i start a new job.. Now my hopes of gg shopping anf most imptly, KBOX, is gone:(

Well, hope this job will turn out to be fine...

Hmm.. I hav rekindle my love for Naruto(the show, not the character, thou i also like the character)... I really think it is such a meaningful show.. sigh... watched the show again on scv.. thou the cl dubbing is very lame, but the story is still very touching... It was the death of the third Hokage.. and i cried... Alot of ppl told me tt actually it isn't THAT sad cos he struggled so long to die... But it juz feels like someone who is so impt to every character in the show died, and i can almost feel their sadness.. I rmb the third Hokage, talking abt the ninjas from Konoha will fight to their ultmost to protect protect the village, cos it is where their love ones are.. Thus, Konoha will nv fall to anyone..

I really really like the theme of the story(at least i tot tt is the theme), that is power comes from the will to protect the ones u love..

I like the part where shikamaru, naruto, chouji, neiji, kiba and akamaru went after sasuke... When they fight till the very end, trying their very best to defeat the enemies(well, thou in the end somme of then received help), it is all very touching.. All of them fought so hard to protect one another, to return the trust one's fren had for him, to get sasuke back, I am sure if sasuke seen it all, he would nt hav left cos he would have felt the strong love of his frens for him..

Today is valentines' day.. I feel that the strongest love is the love that enables u to try ur very best, to even risk death so as to protect the one u love..

Love cannot be earned, it is a gift that can only be given from others to u..

This is the chickenlittle song!~!

DRAGOSTEA DIN TEI O-ZONE

x5
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haa
Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

x4
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haa

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Be Without You Mary J. Blige

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't deal nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People start off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got you locked
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

love this song...

Unbelievable craig david

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

sigh... been looking at horoscope and zodiac and doing all kinda personality tests .. I wonder what i am trying to do by doing all these...

Am i trying to find my direction in life thru all these predictions?!

I used to believe in these things..

Well, i used to like to modify my life to suit these predictions, or shld i say modify these predictions to suit my life...

Hmm.. i dunno wad i am toking abt...

I used to choose to believe in myself..

Well, now i decided to choose to believe in wad i wanna believe.. Both myself and also these predictions...

Selective beliefs... but i do nt only choose those optimistic predictions...

Choosing wad i wanna believe, is it believing in myself?

Sigh.. looking at phones now.. wanna buy samsung Z500($388) or nokia N90($498).. one gt radio, one dun.. wad shld i choose? but one is clampshell the other is nt!! Help!!

Sigh... I wanna wirte my script, but i hav no inspirations!! I always get bits and pieces but can nv form then into a story.. moreover there is no puching force for me to write.. somebody edge me on!~~~

Well, looking at the horoscope and zodiac of this yr, i am supposed to have tao hua yun... so where's the love????

hahaha.. so long no come le.. got miss me?

Hmm.. i wanna change my job!! I've said it since dec but i haven;t done anyth abt it~~~

I wanna go overseas!! I am so excited to gg hk and taiwan!!! But the trip not fixed yet.. later ganna pang seh again.. scared..

Wanna change phone.. stupid M1.. the phone all so super ex lor!! I gonna change to singtel or starhub le...

Wanna learn some skills leh, like a language, piano, hairdressing, yoga, kickboxing etc etc, but i always no go and do it... all my time is occupied by tv and anime~!

Sigh.. my holidays have been so so so so meaningless... i mean i dun even get to rest since i gotta work.. sigh... Poor me..

Hmm.. gt nth much to type cos no inspiration...