What if...

To have the courage to believe in yourself. It may sound easy, but it can be really hard.

sometimes I will look for signs of approval, but actually the signs can very well be my subconscious reinforcing that i really want it or dun wan it. I just don't want to acknowledge that I have made the decision by myself, cos I have no confidence in me making the decision. To not bear all the responsibility of the choice myself. But I know, i know I really want or don't want or I don't bother.

At the end of the day, be honest and make a decision that will not leave a "what if" in your heart.