I think i have violent tendency.

I cannot be rich, if i am rich, i will surely smash all my stuff. Having this tendency to smah my handphone, luckily i always rmb i have no money to buy a replacement.

I will die either from smashing my head onto the wall(wanted to try that many times but always managed to stop myself), car accident(cos always anyhow cross the road) or sudden death from an undetected heart problem(i seriously think i have heart problems, sometimes my heartbeat will be irregularly fast and have breathing difficulties(not cos i see handsome guys hor...) ).