i cannot slack anymore... i need some motivation!!

reading blog,, seeing alot of ppl gg thru the stage i have been thru, suddenly feel like i am old... well, at least mentally old since those ppl are of my age and technically older than me in terms of months... haha....

well, i hope after the change and realisation, everyone will become a better and happier person, like me;p lol...

I am still in training thou... be be less chicken move and more calm... haha...