well, i will have to admit that i had long lost my courage to persue the uncertain... i had forgotten since when did i start to work within boundaries...
i supposed it is aging, u just feel that u are too old to afford to fail... i wonder why am i bothered by such an old mindset... i seriously need something to revitalise my heart... or maybe i am too bothered by expectations which others had on me...
a battle is truely lost when u are defeated at heart...
no i am not feeling depressed or upset or anyth... just reviewing my life up till now...
perhaps it's only human to regret... i suppose everyone will look back and regret the choice becos the anticipation of opportunities and miracles from the unchosen choice remains...