Rantings of complains on ntu...

bought $200 worth of textbooks... quite depressing... sigh...

sigh... i think i can feel the work load coming up alr lor... thou i can finish the tutorials, i hardly can find any time (or shld i say motivation?) to read the textbook chapters... so tired after this actual first week of sch(comprises of both tut and lec)...

when shuk ask me how's sch, i said the word "stress"... sigh... i have nv had this kinda feeling on the beginning of school term before, be it sec sch or jc... i supposed i need abit of time to adjust to this schooling life after resting for like 8 mth...

moreover, i have different tut grp for diff classes.... everyone else seemed to be in the same tut grp for all their classes except me... in that case, i dun get to know the ppl in my classes at all or even have the chance to talk to them... no one seemed interested to interact... the only thing that i am glad abt is that i have hx with me for most classes...

List of things that makes me stressed:
1. money
2. textbooks yet to read
3. tutorials to be prepared
4. class participation (well, u have to contribute in class, then u always have to be on the lookout for chance... it is like 5% of the grade!)
5. dunno the classmates
6. have to check email and edventure to print notes everyday
7. everyone is speaking el to me... when i speak cl i seemed to be speaking foreign lang...
8. TIRED... not used to the lifestyle...

well, i think i am getting so tensed up and academic minded... i need friends to make me feel relax in this environment...