What if...

To have the courage to believe in yourself. It may sound easy, but it can be really hard.

sometimes I will look for signs of approval, but actually the signs can very well be my subconscious reinforcing that i really want it or dun wan it. I just don't want to acknowledge that I have made the decision by myself, cos I have no confidence in me making the decision. To not bear all the responsibility of the choice myself. But I know, i know I really want or don't want or I don't bother.

At the end of the day, be honest and make a decision that will not leave a "what if" in your heart.

相信、勇气

我们很脆弱，在追逐梦想和真爱时，往往因为身边周遭环境的人或事物、压力，而放手。对自己和对方的猜疑、不安、害怕，或者外在的因素，成就了一个没有答案的问题 --- 因为不知道如果当时坚持下去回怎样，如果照着自己最初的想法又回是怎样。

或许是自己经不起考验，信念不够深。或许是时间点的问题， 有缘无份的相遇。

或许那不是遗憾。只是心中的小问号。

没有勇气的放弃，若后悔了，想要回头， 或许回不去了。或许得花更长的时间，更艰辛的路才会得去。 途中或许又会再次放弃。

如果把人生当做冒险，我们是不是会有随时随地鼓足勇气做出决定的魄力？

我希望我有多一点的相信，多一点的勇气。

Courage

Don't take the easy way out. Be brave, go after what you really want. Your courage makes you worthy of your goal.

Change

Got a job which I am not entirely satisfied with.

Initially wanted to accept it since i am happy that I got an offer in such a short time and I am tired of gg for interview. But after a game of mahjong, I decided to decline.

I Realised that in my life, I have always been willing to settle for something less, as long as it is the easy way out. It's time I shld relook at my life and take it seriously. I shld not just win 1 tai 2 tai, but instead, I shld aim to 赢把大的... Although it may seemed 不切实际, more mafan, and maybe I will regret it later, but at least I had tried and know that it doesn't work, instead of just choosing the easy way without even trying first. And more often than not, if you were to keep trying, eventually you will be able to win at least one big one...

No more taking the easy way out. I need to 沉淀, 蓄势待发.

等久了就会来的. I believe that the right one will come eventually, be it career or love. And since love doesn't look like it's coming soon, career will come cos God is fair:) 宁缺毋滥. Don't settle for the second best when u know you deserve better.

I know I shouldn't judge, but some ppl trapped themselves in situation cos they prefer the easy way out. And to stay status quo is always the easy way out. Don't take the easy way, ask yourselves if this is really what you want, and choose the way following your heart.