Anger management

Sometimes there is no point to be angry cos what has happened has happened. Unless u feel like being mean or wanna vent ur anger.

Sometimes there is no point to be angry cos it's a simple difference btw expectations. Try to understand.

My biggest wish

My biggest wish is not to have loads of money, is not to travel arnd the world, is not to find, but is to be happy and to have the freedom and courage to do what I want to do.

Plans

Since young, we are taught to plan for the future, to 未雨绸缪.

We are taught to be realistic or maybe, optimistic, to think that there is a future ahead. No one tell us that perhaps there is no tmr, perhaps there is a sudden death. To live as though there is no tmr, it's hard and against everything that was taught to us since young. But only when we Realised that there may be no tmr, then we will start to live life the way we really want.

Sometimes, thinking that there will be a tmr will only bring abt procrastination. Perhaps there shld be a balance in between. Nth to the extreme. But giving an option means giving a chance to retreat from what you can really be. Sometimes we have to go all out. It takes courage and determination.

I want to start living the present as thou no tmr exist.

Money

Money is not something that one wants. It's a mean to obtain something that one wants.

Don't be worry abt not having enough money for the future, to do what you want, cos there are many means to accomplish sth and money is just one of the way.

Don't let earning money be the sole objective of your life... Enjoy life as much as possible every day and dun worry abt money. Money will never be enough.

I have decided. There is no need to have alot of money. No need to feel upset over low bank balance. Be contended with enough money. Be happy to have enough money to do what I want now. No need to worry too much abt the future.

Revelation

Today I Realised, that I am much more happy even thou I am monetarily poorer than before.

I like the carefree-ness of my life. To not worry abt anything.

I was always seeking a goal in my life, then I decided tt my goal is to be happy.. Then I starting to wonder how do I obtain happiness? What do I want to be happy?

Today I Realised, I dun need anyth to be happy. I dun need to care how I will obtain my happiness in the future. I shld live in the present and enjoy every happy moment that is happening right now. No need to plan for the future, cos no one ever knows what is gg to happen... It's like the weather... It's suppose to be sunny then it rained... I am happy that it rained cos I was tired and lazy and wanted a rest. Although the weather forecast say sunny, eventually it rained and I am happy.

And I Realised that there is no need for a goal, if a goal is sth tt trouble me. I just need to stay happy every day, day by day.

I Realised that I have been seeking many things in life, love, wealth, fame, travel, but acty I dun need them. I dun need them to be happy. The freedom to do what I like at the particular moment makes me happy.

I always think if anyth traumatic happened in my life, like someone imp died, I will be devastated and hopeless... But now I know what I really want, I am sure I can survive and continue to remain happy.

Happiness is not bound by time and space and I can be happy anytime I want to be.

I am happy that I went on this journey to discover myself, to think, to find out what I really want and what is impt to me in life.