kudos to 179A!!

Woke at 7:11 today... then slowly make my way to sch thou i am late... pusposely miss 3 trains cos i am waiting for a train where i can get seats... only board the train at 7:45 and really, the train is empty!! yeah!!

reached boon lay at like 8:20... the queue is still very long but it is moving super fast as well, so got onto the train in like 5mins time... then reached my class at 8:45... my tutor for this class alwaz arrive and start class arnd this time!! haha... so considered not late at all...

feel very peaceful on the mrt ride today cos i alr submit to the fact that i will be late, so no feeling... then as the train was quite empty, there is this very relaxed feeling...

read a quote from an artist yest, he said that he enjoy the feeling of having control over his own emotions.... so he will not have mood swings... he will not feel very happy, nor will he feel very sad... he will not feel very excited, nor will he feel very frustrated....

actually i always like the experience of an uncontrollable change in mood, be it pleasant or unpleasant, because the changes in moods shows that i am living...

i dun like an unexciting live with a flat mood... i rather have ups and downs in life...

but today, after enjoying the peace that i had lost touch with for a long long time, i am starting to have second thoughts... maybe a peaceful life can be fulfilling too...

I always look forward to an exciting and colourful live, with flamboyant colours in my life... I used to not like blue, becos it is too peaceful and it seemed to me a mixture of happiness and melancholy...

but today, i feel that blue is a nice colour too...

i had abandoned red, abandoning orange, and now seeking for skyblue...