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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Next week till the school term officially ends
Two weeks till first exam paper.
Three weeks till other 3 exams paper.
End of third week = Exams officially end!! Woo hoo!!!

Well, hopefully i have time to study thoroughly and know my concepts well within these weeks!! JiaYou everyone... Why am i so optimistic>?

Monday, October 29, 2007

sometimes i feel that there are some friends u are not destined to have no matter how hard you tried... but maybe, well, i am not trying hard too...

kan kai...

anyway i really enjoy reading blogs... pls update ur blogs my frens!!

Friday, October 26, 2007

I missed my alarm for 2 consecutive days!! i really really dunno it is my fault or the alarm clock cos i have absolutely no recollections of what happened before i wake up...

but i dun think i have been doing alot of constructuve stuff leh... like waste my time off and sleep very late every day...

muz muz muz buck up le!! hehe...

but my kan kai attitude still over rules... faints... haha... it's good to not stress to much right? anyway when i watched tv, the person says, when u brood too much over things u can do nth about, it will be a poison to ur mind...

trying to act chim... lalala...

I think i have done this before, but nevertheless, gg to put it up again... lol...

What Your Name Means
There are 11 letters in your name.Those 11 letters total to 56There are 5 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 11
The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.
The expression or destiny for #11:Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.
The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.
Your Soul Urge number is: 8
A Soul Urge number of 8 means: With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.
Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.
The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.
Your Inner Dream number is: 3
An Inner Dream number of 3 means: You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

Birthdate
22 August 1987
Your date of conception was on or about 29 November 1986 which was a Saturday.
You were born on a Saturdayunder the astrological sign Leo.Your Life path number is 1.Your fortune cookie reads: One who admires you greatly is hidden before your eyes.

Lifepath number
1 (10/1, 19/1)
The Life Path 1 suggests that you entered this plane with skills allowing you to become a leader type rather easily. Your nature is charged with individualistic desires, a demand for independence, and the need for personal attainment. Many of our military generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path 1. When you display positive 1 traits your mind is capable of significant creative inspiration, and it possesses the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal. You are very good at getting the ball rolling; initiating new projects is your forte. You are at your best when confronted with obstacles and challenges, as you combat these with strength and daring. This is both the physical and inner varieties of strength. With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead. As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation. You have a tendency to do this, even if, at times, it is not appropriate for you to do so.
Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort. In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through. You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions. You tire of routine and highly detailed tasks rather quickly.
You are ambitious and assertive in promoting yourself. Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you can be self-centered and demand to have your way in many circumstances. That said, for the most part, you are considered very good company, friendly, good-natured, and a wonderful conversationalist. People like you and are drawn to you. It is a good thing they are, because you are very sensitive to disapproval and you don't handle it very well.
There are several ways that the negative side of the 1 can show up. The 1 always has the potential for greatness as a leader, but they may fail as a follower. Unfortunately, sometimes you have to follow for a while before you are allowed to lead and this can be a difficult time. When the 1 Life Path person is not fully developed and expressing the negative side of this number, the demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent, particularly in the early years. If you are expressing this negative trait of the number 1, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances, and long for self-sufficiency. This might be defined as the weak or dependent side of the negative 1 Life Path. On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Avoid being too bossy and demanding.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Jay chou new music video!! the song makes u happy and the lyrics are cute!!

周杰倫-牛仔很忙/ Jay Chou- Cowboy on the Run

Friday, October 12, 2007

Happily surfing net and no realised that it was so late alr....

been watching too much tv and lack of self discipline...

SL says i gg to attain enlightenment alr... i juz numb to everything... i totally just let nature takes its course, same for my presentation, and my test... both attended with least preparation... usually when u are unprepared, u will panicked and worry right? but i am totally indifferent alr... no spare emotions for them alr...
kan kai alr...

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

kudos to 179A!!

Woke at 7:11 today... then slowly make my way to sch thou i am late... pusposely miss 3 trains cos i am waiting for a train where i can get seats... only board the train at 7:45 and really, the train is empty!! yeah!!

reached boon lay at like 8:20... the queue is still very long but it is moving super fast as well, so got onto the train in like 5mins time... then reached my class at 8:45... my tutor for this class alwaz arrive and start class arnd this time!! haha... so considered not late at all...

feel very peaceful on the mrt ride today cos i alr submit to the fact that i will be late, so no feeling... then as the train was quite empty, there is this very relaxed feeling...

read a quote from an artist yest, he said that he enjoy the feeling of having control over his own emotions.... so he will not have mood swings... he will not feel very happy, nor will he feel very sad... he will not feel very excited, nor will he feel very frustrated....

actually i always like the experience of an uncontrollable change in mood, be it pleasant or unpleasant, because the changes in moods shows that i am living...

i dun like an unexciting live with a flat mood... i rather have ups and downs in life...

but today, after enjoying the peace that i had lost touch with for a long long time, i am starting to have second thoughts... maybe a peaceful life can be fulfilling too...

I always look forward to an exciting and colourful live, with flamboyant colours in my life... I used to not like blue, becos it is too peaceful and it seemed to me a mixture of happiness and melancholy...

but today, i feel that blue is a nice colour too...

i had abandoned red, abandoning orange, and now seeking for skyblue...