thinking and thinking of sth...

yes i am concerned... but i am kept out...

i feel like washing my hands off...

and maybe i ought to...

maybe i should...

i am too busybody ain't i?

i can't leave that alone...

wadever it is, i juz wanna vent my anger /confusion /disappointedness /sadness /helplessness...

spare me the space...

are u sure u have never been happy before? or never been happy since?

Stop wallowing in your selfpitiness!!!

u muz have been happy before...

sometime...

some place...

u may have forgotten it...

Or u may even have taken all ya happiness for granted...

Stop denying your own own happiness!!!

the fact that u can feel unhappy shows that u muz have tasted happiness before...

that makes sense doesn't it?

when u feel negative, celebrate... cos u realise u had experienced sth positive>>>

Juz updated my profile...

I am very bored...

Super bored!!!

My sis watching csi repeat... so i cant watch my tv show!!!

My life is boring... wanna find some things to do!!

suddenly lost my inspiration for book...

anyway juz read from zax's blog that he went to sg... thou he also got say he gg sg in wan quan yu le in 1st may..

realised that 5566 have autography session yest!! how come i dunno?!!

Oh... anyway did i mention i am gg to write a book??

Hopefully i can finish it... i have too many unfinished projects:(

Sigh... the scripts i wanna write still no inspirations:(

Hmmm... another entry to describe another event...

Received nus letter... Well, i am posted to FAsS... quite funny la but heck...

went to its open house with pauline... well actually i think the courses that i am interested seemed inpractical...

Also, alot of ppl dun expect me to like those subjects....

Well, so u think i will wanna go for CMN in fass... or economics?~ NAH...

erm, actually, u may be quite shocked/surprised that actually i am most interested in philiosophy and political science... opps... also history and psychology is quite an option... haha...

Well, i went for alot of talks with pauline, and these two subjects that i like actually did not disappoint me, perhaps i should say that the professors did not disappoint me with their talk... haha...

Strangely i am quite attracted to geo... maybe the socialogy talk is so boring that it brought a contrast... haha...

NUS is a much nicer campus than NTU.... Well, at least i have always perceived and will continue to think so after seeing the campus...

The people i see in NUS also seemed more fun than in NTU... like they are very friendly, outgoing unlike in NTU, the ppl seemed more shy(or shld i say dao?) even if they are supposed to intro u sth...

Most importantly, i see quite a no. of handsome guys in nus while i see like none(?!) in ntu... haha...

Well, what can i say? I dun have the guts to talk political sciences or philiosophy or history as my core subject... cos i think my english CMI for the essays... psychology need to study for very very very very long!!!!! so i also dun wan...

So i have to go NTU!!!!

SIGH>.<

OMG!!! SASUKE WANNA KILL NARUTO!!!

Started reading manga again after pauline told me abt the online manga... initially only wanna read fruits basket, but then ended up reading prince of tennis, nana, naruto... Then went to manga shop(after not gg for 2 yrs) to borrow bowling king and tou tou ai zhe ni... sigh... so long no read comic le... i love the feeling of reading it... anyway i bought ouran high manga... can borrow from me:) it is super nice!! Now starting on karin...

got so many animes to watch... full metal panic 2, school rumble, honey and clover, naruto, bleach, ouran high, nana, final fantasy etc...

Also have tian wai fei xian... haha... juz finished watching bei shang lian ge... quite an okay show la.. now catching on tv xue jing xiong xin... haha..

So long no update le... haha...

My whole life can only describe by one word, slack... haha... quite enjoy this lifestyle, if money were to fall from the sky it will be much better...

Quite pissed with my sister... She keep redl the things that i del... she alr watched le lor but dunno why she wanna redl... then hai the other shows i wanna dl become so slow... wth... gonna scold her again when she return home...

Hmm... recently keep having dreams.. never dream for a long long time le... keep dreaming about frenz that i haven't met for a long long time... In the dream, we are always doing things together happily, like we have always be spending time tgt... it is juz like the good old times and i feel really happy... none of them have changed and we were doing the lame things that we enjoyed doing years ago...

A happy dream, but waking up, don't feel happy as I have left my frenz in the dreams...